It’s all said and done.
I can’t do anything to have them back.
Aaaah! Bring me back to 119 please. This is the first time I had Post Concert Depression and it is horrible, I tell you. It has already been a week but I feel that they were gone for months now.
Everytime I watch a fancam or hear any talks about Dream K-pop Fantasy Concert, I can’t help but feel this rather piercing pain. It suck because I can’t do anything about it. I can’t do anything to bring them back here in the Philippines. Well, maybe they would but nothing is for sure except that it would take months or even years for them to come back.
THIS SUCKS.
I hate SM for not making them stay longer. I hate SM for not letting them have a solo concert here. I hate SM for always disregarding Philippines as part of Asia or World tours. I hate SM for the expensive merchandise I have to buy just to support the girls.
But, of course, I cannot continuously hate SM because they are the reason why we have these beautiful nine angels. Without them, I would not have this feeling for an idol group; heck, I won’t even be a K-Pop fan if it was not for them.
I hope they come back. I hope they realize how much PH Sones want to see them perform live or just see them personally. I hope next time they are here, they already have TV guesting or fan meet. I hope they appreciate those years we have been waiting for them.
I FREAKING SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT (NOT EXAGGERATING) JUST SO THEY WOULD KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. Though, that would not really show my love.
This PCD is forcing me to have mood swings. I can’t even concentrate with my studies since I’m preoccupied with thoughts of them.
Which reminds me of their hectic schedule. After the concert, they went straight to the airport to catch their flight back to Korea. I feel bad because they went here just to perform for merely 40 minutes. I sure hope they are doing fine. I wish that they are all healthy to continue with their promotions and activities.
Until now, I can’t forget the moment they stepped in and out of stage.
The stage was dimmed but I know who they are. There were silhouettes but I can say that I clearly saw Yoona waving while walking to her position. I even walked away the crowd so I could avoid accidents such as accidentally hitting or jumping over whoever I beside me. But the moment I saw them, I just could not stop the adrenaline rush in me. I quickly ran back near the center stage to get a close view of them.
Of course, I cannot forget the moment they formed hearts with their arms over their heads as if saying they love us. Those smiles, waves and hearts they gave us while walking out of the stage made my mouth open wide wanting to complain for more.
I had the weirdest yet most amazing feelings I wanted to feel in less than an hour. IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN JUST FALLING IN LOVE. I don’t know if I can even explain how I feel for them but you have got to believe me, it’s not over.
It will never be over.
this feeling for them would never be the same or would never be felt by any others.
I would not regret this even if I have to feel this for the rest of my life.
I love them and nothing could change that.
I have been a sone for almost 4 years now and I promise to be a sone for the rest of my life.
Do not even dare say that they would someday break up and live their own lives. I know that their relationship is special to break even their group.
지금은 소녀시대 , 앞으로도 소녀시대 , 영원히 소녀시대.
Right now, It’s Girls’ Generation. In the future, it will be Girls’ Generation. Forever Girls’ Generation.